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Post by Yuki Cross/Emelie Kaome on Feb 8, 2008 22:28:57 GMT -5
Emelie looked at him with surprise as he kissed her hand. Wow this guy is truely a prince. Just as princey as Yuki if even more. It was till hard to belive someone like him was in love with her. She blushed a little.
"Thanks Ben. And you are really sexy with your beautiful blond hair and your great body." she ran her hand along his fit chest.
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Post by sithhunter on Feb 9, 2008 9:00:33 GMT -5
"Well.." Ben said no longer blushing but more lulled by the passion of the moment "I guess fifty push up every morning does that to you.." Ben's body shivered as she ran her hand down his chest..she said she wasn't but she was the biggest tease he had ever met. "well to tell the truth...ive never thought myself as sexy...mabey trim but not sexy."
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Post by Yuki Cross/Emelie Kaome on Feb 9, 2008 12:17:56 GMT -5
((maybe I am really a tease.  )) Emelie giggled. "That would do it." She smiled when she saw Ben shiver. It made her happy to know that he liked her touch. "I am surprised you haven't saw your self as sexy or at least heard it from other girls, because you are to me. She reached up and gave him a kiss on the cheek and then whispered in his ear. "I love you, Ben." ((There that should keep you happy till I get back. ;D )) |
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Post by sithhunter on Feb 9, 2008 12:46:51 GMT -5
Ben loved how wonderfull she was..she was like a glove that was completly fit for him..."well..i hav...iv'e heard it once before.." Ben said as he phased out for a moment...that horrid memorie of what happened a year ago..in fact exactly a year ago.. "Emelie..." Ben said backing up the tinest bit so he could look her in the eyes. "i..im afraid...i dont deserve your love...i..." A tear trickled down ben's cheek as he tried to push that nightmarish memorie of that one night so long ago...
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Post by Yuki Cross/Emelie Kaome on Feb 10, 2008 23:13:08 GMT -5
Emelie was startled a bit by his sudden change in attitude. She didn't know what had upset him and she was really worried. He had never acted like this.
"You deserve it. You deserve every once of my love. " She reached up and kissed the tear from his cheek. She could taste the saltiness on her lips. "Why don't you think you do?" she asked with concern.
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Post by sithhunter on Feb 10, 2008 23:26:10 GMT -5
"b-..because...im not..im not a virgin..it wasn't my choice though..I used to be in the vampire hunter orginization but i didn't agree witheverything they did so i went free lance...one day i got an assignment to 'put down' a female pureblood..well i found her and she was blood craized...i thought some of my blood would stop her agony and return her sanity so..i let her feed on me..but apparently it was a trap because she used a binding spell on me that held me in place not a few moments after i told her she could feed on me..she fed from me...then..she told em the two words that..that have stopped me from having relationships for a long time...she said 'your beautiful'." Ben cleared his throat and tired to bite back the tears. "She..she raped me..she took away my virginity and nearly three fourths of my blood...thats why i dont deserve your love..im not as pure as the kind of person you deserve."
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Post by Yuki Cross/Emelie Kaome on Feb 11, 2008 0:05:22 GMT -5
Tears welled up in Emelie's eyes spilling down her cheeks when Ben told her his story and her heart broke for him.
She gently took his face in her hands. "Ben , I am so sorry you had to go through that." She gently kissed him on the lips to comfort him. "But you don't need to feel ashamed for this. It wasn't your fault. Not your fault all. And I don't hold it aganist you at all." She let go of his face and lowered her head in shame. "To be perfectly honest I don't deserve your love and it's my fault." She sighed sadly. "See when I was with my ex we did allot of physical things we shouln't have. I am still a virgin cause we didn't have sex but we did allot of things close to it. So I am not as pure as you think."
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Post by sithhunter on Feb 11, 2008 6:12:58 GMT -5
"Well...i dont blame you for what you did with your ex...when you love somone enough you'll do anything for them...and as long as what you did was out of love and not.." Ben swallowed the lump in his throat. "AS long as he didn't force you i dont blame him either.." Ben lifted her face up with his hand and looked in her eyes again "I'd give my life for you..the only thing i regret is that i dont have that preshous first moment that i wish i could give you.."
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Post by Yuki Cross/Emelie Kaome on Feb 11, 2008 22:38:08 GMT -5
Emelie looked into his eyes and gave him a faint smile. "To be perfectly honest I am a little disappointed that I won't be your first whenever we get to that point. But I know it wasn't your fault so I completly forgive you." She kissed him once again.
"As for what we did, to be perfectly honest I was sorta forced into it but of course I learned to enjoy it and want it. In the begining I refused to do allot of the things we did but the more he tried I eneventually gave in. In my mind I figured he deserved it." She said once again ashamed.
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Post by sithhunter on Feb 11, 2008 22:44:15 GMT -5
"Then that man didn't deserve you or any woman..he treated you like a toy..and no woman should be forced to do something they dont want to just because they think they have to.." Ben kissed her back and smiled. "Remeber this...i will never force you to do anything..never."
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Post by Yuki Cross/Emelie Kaome on Feb 11, 2008 22:55:08 GMT -5
Emelie knew what he said was true. Although she knew her ex had loved her, he had used her as a toy forcing her to do those things she didn't want to do. And she was scared that would happen with Ben but she was relieved when he promised her with a kiss that he wouldn't.
" Thank you Ben, you don't know how much that means to me."
She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him back.
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Post by sithhunter on Feb 12, 2008 6:13:53 GMT -5
Ben kissed her back as his mind floated off to his own little dream land...this woman...was purely heaven. Ben knew she was afraid of ben forcing her to do...you know. But ben hand no intention of forcing in fact he was more apt to follow a lady's lead. And besides...ben loved her too much to force her to do anything
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Post by Yuki Cross/Emelie Kaome on Feb 12, 2008 10:39:18 GMT -5
Emelie loved being in Ben's arms but his warmth was starting to make her sleepy although she didn't want to admit it. She yawned contently and smiled at him. "Ben, I love you so very much."
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Post by sithhunter on Feb 12, 2008 10:55:08 GMT -5
Ben smiled "I love you too..is that a yawn i hear coming from you?" Ben led her o one of the bookshelfs and pulled out a thick blanket black wooly and laid it on the floor then rolled it out. "I dont have a pillow but if you want to get some sleep these blankets i found down here are more than comfortable enough."
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Post by Yuki Cross/Emelie Kaome on Feb 12, 2008 12:49:03 GMT -5
((Ben, please start rping as Aidou too. ))
Emelie smiled at him sweetly as he laid down the blanket for her.
"But what about you? You must be tired as well. If you want we coud share the blanket." She would love to be in his arms while she slept but she didn't want to push him.
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